uprising: any dream will do.

the interview has been set. wednesday at 1030am. a hot job right here in tucson. if i do/or do not get this job will have much to do with my decision on what i do next...

i'm not nervous about it, i'm excited. it feels like i cannot lose. i have decided to be open and available for any and all future oportunities right now. doing something is always better than doing nothing. this has been an idea in my head for quite a while, and is now something i am bringing to the fore-front of my conciousness.

i don't feel like i'm hiding from my emotions right now. i don't think i'm surpressing anything. i have all the pain and excitment and letdown, and mystery of this rapidly approaching unknown of single life, and not living in this house that i believe i should have.

all of these emotions which i've decided i shouldn't have to be slave to are coming out in strange ways... very open and close conversations... a massive ammount of energy... i cry easily at movies right now... i think wildly supportive thoughts about my friends. i dunno... it's just better, somehow... then sitting in my room staring at a wall wondering, why me?

i still think america is fkd up. but i was born here... i've spent my whole life in america and i can fight back. i can extract what i want from it: thus mine and YOUR freedom.

so welcome to: revolution. i want to go dancing =) i haven't in a long long while.