xtremely loud & incredibly close...

i think that positive thoughts and energies given off sorta create this magnet... and good things and positive energies come back to you.

and so, today, one of the jobs i applied to online back in september called me. they want to set up an interview. excited about that. unsure if i should stay in tucson, or... or what?

or go back to the city? or... or what? i still haven't connected the begining of that idea with a complete ending to it.

both a little scary, and extremely exciting.

i stayed over with G last night. we met at a 24 hour coffee house in tucson at about 2am. he's a flight attendent and had just gotten back into town tonight. we hadn't hung out for about a week so we spent some time catching up. we hung out, laughed a lot, and then went back to his place to sit on the floor and converse about emotional connectivity and theory and idea and theatre (G is a graduate of a Theatre school in Seatlle. he was telling me about this incredibly cool and political sounding show called "Cloud 9" and Jonathan Safron Foer. G is reading a book called "Extremely Loud And Incredibly Close." we were going through this book and some of it's incredible ideas. we stayed up for hours.

apparently "Everything is Illuminated" is his first book and is now a movie? we have plans to see it, soon.

it feels good to have a friend that i share so much in common with. i know that he likes me, but i'm more than intent on being single right now. glad he's here, and it's so obvious he's here for a reason..

i thank G as i thank all of my friends for loving me and sending me such positve energy right now.

this break up is the hardest thing i think i've ever done, and yet somehow i'm gliding through it. and there are parts of me that are happier than i've been in years.

i hope you all are well, and send me emails.

wish me g'luck with the interview!!!!!