fine.

well... my babies; new york city. the city has been disturbingly hot and humid since i have been here, threatening to break 100 day and night... the man says it's about to break... maybe cool down a couple degree's. hope so.

mom came to see me. it was so good to see her and jose. we had a little hotel party at her place, and a picnic on the hudson river.

it was the puerto rican day parade. and no doubt, my mother took her car and drove thru the parade a grand total of 4 TIMES. hehhe. i'm not sure she knew what she was doing. they had gotten there hotel on w 46th between 5th and 6th, and could not for the life of them get to the parking garage because of all the people. i laughed a lot. who does that!

anyway - my morning coffee is about gone, and it's time to get myself a job in this city. i've had enough of the wallowing in self pity, when apparently i'm sitting on the edge of every damn thing i've ever wanted.

time to get 'er done. make shit happen.

"giving up is not an option."

i leave for portland, maine on thursday for joanna's wedding. my love to you all. it turns out, everything looks a little scary, but is fine.