fumes...

i got hired at a job. a waitering job. the guy was cool. said bring in 2 forums of ids tomorrow, and be here at 11.

i was there at 11. i worked till 2 in my street clothes, running around following this dude named ricky.

i busted my ass and worked hard. they all liked me.

they said i would sit down after dinner and fill out my paperwork.

at 2, when i was done the shift... they said "thank you, we have your number.. we'll call you." and i was like... uh??? what the hell...

so i inquired. said everything was fine.

then today, the call comes in .. on kevin's phone, coz some asshole jacked mine... that they were very sorry but the person they thought quit, did not, and that they didn't need me.

????????????????????????? what happened? i already got hired.... i worked... i did well??? i don't understand...

i am jobless, and at this point, broke, in new york.

i'm scared, and i don't know what to do.

get up off my ass tomorrow, and do it all again. what other option is there?

sad tonight. scared.