i took my writing test for pima community college today. i took my reading test the end of last week. i was so scared to take these tests. i have a low opinion of myself. at least i did begining this venture.... i know i'm not perfect, and i for real never said i was... i infact said i was a big dork, if anyone had asked... i think a new door is opening for me. something is happening. it feels like a rocket to the sky that i better god damned well grab a hold of because it can take me anywhere - at all - that i wish to go!!!

i got a 97 today in writing, and i got a 94 in reading!! i'm proud of myself. it's cool to get a slap on the ass from some place other than a man, or dennys.

tomorrow is the dreaded math exam... i would rather stick a lightbulb in my ass than do it... but i'm going to do it. i don't expect to do even half as well, but i'm going to take it anyway.

the fight has blown over. as much as it's going to. we're both covered in soot, but seth is over his head in this project for work he's doing. i'm sure he doesn't even notice.

i'll blame the definitive punctuation of a period in our sex life on that too. juggle, boy, juggle. ehh, i took my self-masturbation test years ago, and passed with flying colors... i can be bad by my damn self.

"i don't always feel lucky, but i'm smart enough to try." - ani difranco.