DOESN'T REALLY MATTER WHERE IT ALL BEGAN

ok... i think the dark cloud of dramz is lifting from my life. ha... at this point i don't even like to talk about bad things. all i can do for advice is say when things get to be shit. you work your buttocks off as hard as you can in every area and you don't look you just push until something changes.

i've been holding off on blogging about this next thing... but the time has now come. *SPAZ* today is my last day of smoking... i hope.

i begin tomorrow morning. october 2, which happens to be tiffany's birthday but that is ONLY a coincidence. it's one week from a co-worker of mine's quit day. she's been smoke free for one week and she was a heavy heavy smoker. i'd consider myself a heavy smoker also, and if she can do it for a week - then yes, i believe i can too.

we can change destinations, so in the interest of that... here goes my effort. wish me luck or whatever it is you think i may need in this endeavor.

CURRENTLY LISTENING TO: Darren Hayes - Tension And The Spark. The album is intense.