JUST ANOTHER TUESDAY... AGAIN.

gosh... i dunno what to write about today. having my morning coffee while jakob lies all over me. i'm really interested in moving out of my apartment, but i think we've been through all this before. since i am wanting to move, it's helped with my enjoyment of where i am now. not taking corners and floors and skylights for granted, i guess. odd how that is.

still looking for an acceptable home for apple. however, it seems i love her too much to find any other home acceptable - that poses a problem.

let's see... i have far too many bills. the diner is not in season and the people need to get hungry - really quick. in fact, i'm considering - CONSIDERING - a job closer to home. if i do NOT move to maine in january, then i will for sure get the job in the city i am living in - makes sense, no?

tomorrow is emissions/registration day for my car.

i've decided to come up with a plan to make positive change on my life. this comes after nights of waking up in a panic almost every night for the last 3 months. so many things need to change. smoking. for one. god, it's really really time to stop. i don't know that i can do it, but i think i owe myself at least a really damn good effort. (ha... i think i wake up in panic's now!)

i've concluded that i'm going to have to seek help. i don't think i can quit cold turkey. drugs welcome.

i think one of my next blogs will be about me searching for and finding information and help for quitting.

no promises.

it seems as though the coffee is almost gone and it's time to hit the highway once again.

may we all be safe throughout our day!