so - it's settled. i'll be going up to new york city to look for apartments on the first of march. i'll get to see all my friends in maine, and whatall is inbetween... pretty excited and scary trip that is being planned, but i swear to god, i'm going to do it. so - for all of those who think i wont actually do this... i hope you're ready for what's to come... coz i damn well am!