heard from kevin today. seems to be doing well... met my mom online for a game of scrabble. it was nice to hang out with my mom, even if it was cyberspace about it. everything is lovely and i am finding nill to complain about... love seems like a ridiculous thing, that we all strive for, but as i grow older, i have less and less understanding as to why?

does that mean i'm doing it wrong? does that mean i think to much? what does love got to do with anything, really?

sex, and your friends. is that not how it should be. pure x-rated sex with multiple partners of people you don't know??? and then go hang out with your friends who never threaten to abandon you?

yeah, i don't think that that is it. we pride ourselves on not being animals, right? or do we pride ourselves on being animals, but able to socially lie about it?

anyway, it was good talking to my mom. that was my favorite part of today.