oh blah... my last post was messy. today's been a cool day. it's wednesday. thought it was tuesday for most of the day. kevin's been manic most of the afternoon.... he's funny. buying his plane ticket home tonight. what a sad thing. i wish him much luck, and hope to see him very soon.

tonight seth and i are going to this folk music festival up on the west end. 8pm. i hope!! we have a good time. i've dressed and redressed for the last 3 hours, trying to feel secure enough to go out with him. i know it still wont be enough. the rest, the last accessory is the positive me, that seems so far away.