Mom (...and California)

my mom died on october 12. the family came together and we all flew back to my hometown for her services. there is no way in the world i don't think that you can prepare yourself for this. it's been a week and the feeling inside will NOT let up. she was an amazing woman and my very very very best friend.

i don't just say that, she really was my best friend. it's a shame at 56 that her time on this earth is over. people like her should honestly live forever. there is soo much i could say about her. i wont try to say it all now. i'm sure this isn't the last time i will write about her.

she left me with a wonderful family. cousins and an uncle. it's so important to reach out and BE AVAILABLE to the ones that we love.

v and i are moving to Sacramento, California. we leave tomorrow. we're going to stay in enterprise, utah for the night where his family is and then head into Sacramento on tuesday. it honestly feels like too much, but staying busy seems to be stopping me from going fully insane.

not sure what else to say right now... i know she is watching over me and i could not do this all without her.

i love you up to the sky mom!