California

we got our keys yesterday and i sorta drifted on the kitchen floor for a few hours with alijah last night be4 we had to return the budget truck at 730am, but tonight feels like the first night in our new apartment.

having drinks and sitting 2gether on the living room floor surrounded by towers of boxes... i try not to think about mom but the truth is always there lingering on everything like it's morning dew... dampening everything.

unpacked kitchen mostly. i'll start looking for a job on monday.

i want to sleep for forever.

the weather in sacramento is very nice during the day and then at night gets down to like 50. mild, i know... but after the 118 during the day and 95 at night of tempe... this feels freezing.

i will get used to all of these things.

for now... trying to relax. and then much required sleep...