"THE GUY IS A PSYCHO..."

a friend of mine told me i was a relationship guy. that's why i don't hook up. is this true?

what if i don't want to be a relationship guy? what if the power there in when one day a mind is changed and you are left standing there to just simply be "healthy" and walk away is too much.

it knocks me on my ass.

it's all unjust and really wrong.

re: psycho.

and i just don't play psycho well. you give so much to someone and all of a sudden one day it's rejected? how embaressing... like being kicked out into the street naked... running around trying to pick up clothes while everyone just watches and thinks you are fucking nuts...

mostly coz they have no clue what's going on and just like to witness crazy things.

...these "friends."

i'll take the red wine instead, thank you.