RED WINE & ENDINGS...

as my time in tucson winds down to an ending... i am reflecting on so many things. the relationships i've had while here. how so much of my time in this place has been about waiting... waiting until real life happens again...

waiting until he comes home...

waiting until he finally understands...

waiting until i let it go...

letting go... not waiting but just simply letting go...

can jumping back into the water and having sex again be a forum of letting go? a step in letting go? or could it just be really messy and harmful?

sitting alone in rooms certaintly doesn't seem to be helping. i hate break ups.