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i got another fracking A in my math class!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my rough draft of my english paper was good enough that all i have to do is put it in MLA formatting and hand it back in and i'm done!


my babies... i'll be straight with you. working full time and going to school part time (which is what i'm doing) is HARD. i'm not going to lie. all you want to do is just stay in bed a couple more minutes.... all you want to do is stay up just a little bit later...

all you want to do is - nothing. enjoy the sun. it's arizona. it's beautiful out right now. all you wanna do is clean your bathroom - it needs it. all you want to do is what you are used to doing... but you can't... you made a choice to make everything different, and to work HARD to get someplace.

anywhere but here.

and "here," well, that changed too. now "anywhere but here" means there, where i was. aimlessly looking and not finding. unsatisfied and thinking at 30, that life was maybe too long...

and now... it's not long enough. not enough hours. not enough days in a week. so much, too much to do.

and i like it.

it feels good.

i'm superman, bitches.

i just realised that.