friday. joy & rapture. my third day of actual employment at the office (lol that sounds so weird...) the first day was horrible. really really bad. i forgot everything - which they were so cool about and said we all would, and we all did.... - yesterday, seems went a lot smoother. today, maybe they'll be perfect?? i highly doubt it, but you know what... sticking with something is how you make it perfect. i am not giving up. today is dress down day. jeans and a t-shirt. that's cool. i have sat, sun, and monday off. i work at the restaurant on sunday morning, but other than that, a couple days off to regroup myself. the new job is a lot of thinking and problem solving. in a way i guess denny's is too, but i have been doing it so long, that every single procedure just got dull and too easy for me. this new job is so unlike anything i've ever done. i have a headache pretty much everynight so far. it's hard to jump in and take a chance and do something new with your life... but sometimes, even if it hurts a little... it is just exactly what the doctor ordered. be well, i promise you all that i am.