DAY 60. INSOMNIA.
day 60, or day 4. honestly... it depends on if you count my 56 days on the patch or not. i do.. so let's call this day 60.
my body however is going through ridiculous withdrawls all over again. that all is supposed to peak on the 3rd day so since it's now 4am on the 4th day, i hope and i pray that it's almost over...
i have cried.. welled up with tears on the highway into town 2 nights ago. tonight just a general feeling of the whole world is ending...
i do miss sleeping and perhaps i should go get myself some sleep medication. but for right now... i'm dutifully and proudly suffering through the dark pits of hell towards a better and better smelling me.
ugh.
my body however is going through ridiculous withdrawls all over again. that all is supposed to peak on the 3rd day so since it's now 4am on the 4th day, i hope and i pray that it's almost over...
i have cried.. welled up with tears on the highway into town 2 nights ago. tonight just a general feeling of the whole world is ending...
i do miss sleeping and perhaps i should go get myself some sleep medication. but for right now... i'm dutifully and proudly suffering through the dark pits of hell towards a better and better smelling me.
ugh.
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