FAIR TIME!

the county fair opens on thursday. they're probably setting up right now and everything! everyone makes fun of me coz i love county fairs.

i guess when i was a kid it was always a good time. leroy would have his drink on, and take us kids. i'm sure he was scoring dope or whatever... but who cares. it was fun. always my best memories of him.

i'm sure bad things happened too, but i just don't remember them.

i kissed my first boy at the county fair. perhaps he was feeding on my naivity, but i wouldn't have changed a thing about it. it's still a cool story.

i contemplated running away with the fair for about a week. my mom held an intervention though and put me back on the right track (?).

i imagine the whole running away with the fair thing would not have faired well. i did write a pretty cool song out of it though. it was called "shyloh." all about a girl i met that traveled with the fair (hahahaha).

That song should've been called "Anthony who prefered to be called Tony" ....dawg.

Shyloh sounded better anyway.

my city is hot this spring. it's gonna be a scorcher this summer, for sure!

lakes back home sound nice right about now - and it's only early april!

who are our real friends? is it better to leave things as they are and not ask?

are our 30's really better than our 20's were?

or are we just more able to handle shit now?

"...and if somebody loves you, wont they always love you?"

we'll leave those questions to whitney houston for now.