3 MONTHS AND I'M STILL STANDING HERE...

my first day of class went well. excel class today with hannah. it's kinda cool that we're going to school together. the power of doing things with someone else vs. doing them alone is incredible. far too many times in life i've done something that i felt really challenged myself and my limits and i would turn to express the excitement to someone, anyone and noone would be there.

i'd run home and tell my cat every single detail. i'm not a vulgar human being, i don't think. i'm a bit off kilter but not so far gone... why is it so hard to know people? perhaps that's not the question. it's easy to know people. i actually lots of people. but to keep people? how do you get people to return phone calls. acknowledge you at a pub. be who they say you are: a friend.

life is tough because of this. but just like everything else we learn to just say "that which does not kill me makes me stronger." i'm thinking i could lift a large bus with just one hand at this point... do i really need to be any stronger?

i digress... good is good. my friend and i have class together today and that right this very moment is good enough.

FAMILY...

ok... so that's what i look like driving down the street! hahaha.. that's me, and sirius, and apple - all cruzin in the fast lane (actually... the slow lane... i'm kinda like an old lady out on the road right now... feeling my way towards a better understanding of how to become a better and better driver so that i never lose my license again!

gotta go - work calls and i have class at 530. peeeeeaccccceee!

CHECKING IN...

ok... so let's just blame a lot going on for me forgetting my blogger information and not being able to login.

it's been a busy year. a good year and a bad year all at the same time.

i'm discouraged with friendships, but excited about other friendships. i've got my car and a valid license. a new job and i'm now enrolled in school again.

what more to ask for? well... if you're me, you know nothing is ever enough and you have to keep going and going and going.

i'm kinda at work right now so i have to go. but i'll post a bit more frequently now that i have my password back - woot!