INSOMNIATIC HYPER EMO BOY

i cannot sleep tonight. my mind is racing everywhere. things are fine. money is frightning, as my promotion has not yet kicked in. soon though, and it'll all be over. smooth sailing financially... that's nice to know.

so... what's the big deal? no idea. maybe it's that jon is in maryland right now. perhaps having him there with me helps me sleep a bit better?

that sounds rather absurd doesn't it? fuck it. i have made a bit of an oath to myself, that perhaps i could question every single breath i take in my life a bit less, and enjoy ever breath i take a bit more...

so ahh...

tucson and the rest of the southwest is in a ridiculous heat wave. electrical outtages are happening all over the place... money can't buy you cool when everyone else has their a/c's booming...

myspace based out of LA is down, due to the electrical outtages.... perhaps is why i have trecked back to my old blog for tonite... maybe trying to exhaust myself in thought?

everyone look west and blow... let's cool calli down. i can't handle this.

actually heading to san diego on friday. a bunch of us are going for pride (to be honest... i could give a damn about pride... i'm going for tiffany who is performing!!! YAY!!!!!! and Omg... so is deborah gibson - is that not crazy!!!) it's going to be a helluva time. and my only bit of summer vacation since management training has swallowed up the entire rest of it.

i've yet to register for school. horrifying. how do i juggle school and 50 hours a week sallary at work?

damnit... i'm up for another hour now.

fabulous.

...watching jon's cats. that makes 3 cats chillin about in my apartment... all around me. everywhere i turn... cat.

rather creepy.

sirius is happy about it. he and teddymonster are having a great time. atom... he's more of a silent observer.

he insists, however, on doing his observing from the center of my kitchen table.

this does not amuse me. it does him, though... so hey - it cannot be all that bad.

i'm dull with writing.

i am happy.

i am ok.

i'm kinda cool and not a bad lookin chap.

a bit strange.

probably smell like cat poop.

i bet i have really dark bags under my eyes.

.......i am never sleeping again! ARUGG....